friendship

it is complicated.
let me share a very short story about someone called A. about friendship. A had a friend, B, which always take care about him. B always asked A for breakfast, lunch even dinner. if A was not well, B will bring him to clinic. if A hungry, B will buy him some meals. if A cried at a very difficult time, B always at his side. give him some advices and motivation to stand back and never give up in life. after a time,B told A that he can't be together during the final exam. A thought that B is going to be very focus on the final, so he never asked why.
   then, after a month the final passed, B still not answering A's call. never picked up. A worried. B never don't pick up A's call. their friendship is so strong and B always answer the call.
  after a time, A got a call from B's sister. she said, she know all about their friendship. she said, B always told about A. that time A only be quite and ashamed himself.
  just before, A asked about B, she then cried on the phone and told that B was passed away for a month because of colon cancer. she so sorry to not tell A the truth a month ago. she had promise to B for not tell the B' death to A. but, she can't hold it because she know that A must be very worried to B and a friendship can't be end without an answer.
 A be silent and the call ended...
A can't say anything. he just cried for a day. all the memories with B was played in his mind like a video. A blamed himself to not be a very good friend  to B and not be at B's side for the last time..
now, A stay lonely..
he prayed to God, send back a friend like B to him as he will be a very best friend ever, he will hold and hug the friendship to the end..
but if not, let he be lonely as he don't want to lose a friend again..
B.. only if you can hear me...I'm so sorry..